Wednesday, August 26, 2015

22 Days to Promos

Yes, 22 days to promos. Not funny at all. I wonder how much I can achieve in 22 days.

Everyday, I come home feeling so tired as though I have not slept for days. Can't even bear to pick up my pen. This is why I choose to do work in school. I try to finish all my homework and read through my lecture notes in school so that I can come home without feeling guilty for not doing any work, Of course, I know this is not enough. There are many people around who are doing 100 times more work than me. But hey, I really find it difficult to do as much as others.I mean, I am already trying to do as much as I can for promos...

I really don't understand how people can do a few math paper a day when I am already drained after doing one tutorial. Much wow. I guess math is really not my cup of tea. Trying to push myself harder each day so that I can achieve more everyday. Why do I feel like this is one of the toughest and most stressful examination thus far? Promos is really no joke. For someone like me who doesn't get stressed up easily to feel stress, wow this no easy feat.

Really need to do well for promos so that I don't RETAIN. Can't imagine what will happen if I don't meet the promotion criteria. Bangs wall. Finding motivation for myself to work hard, to persevere, not to give up and have the tenacity. Need to push myself and just, hold in there! Yes I will find the motivation. Jiayou 太阳小妹!

Saturday, August 22, 2015

电脑带来的缘分 (2)

都两个小时,他还是那么的认真,似乎没有想要停下来休息一下。认真的男生最帅,这种坚持令人着迷。

“我用好了,电脑还你。谢谢。”

把电脑放好后,他又捧着书,继续读。

接下来几个星期,我都在同一天,同个时间回到那间咖啡厅。而到了下午,那个男生也会到咖啡厅,点一杯咖啡,就开始读书。他真的好用功哦。看到他,自己真的感到有点惭愧。说真的,老是看见他,还蛮想和他做朋友。多交个朋友,也没什么不好的。不过,该怎么开口呢?无缘无故,上前和他说话,会不会有点尴尬?坐在那里,想了很久,还是不知道该怎么开口。不如算了吧,要是有缘,一定能成为朋友。

观察了他许久,发现他还蛮喜欢蓝色的。他的电脑袋,铅笔盒和背包都是蓝色的,而且都是天空那种蓝色。还有,他每次都点一样的咖啡,蛋糕也是。没有什么特别的,但我还是对他很感兴趣。

时间不早了,收拾东西回家去。踏出咖啡厅后,那位男生上前问道:

“你经常来这里对吧。要不要做个朋友?”

哇,他竟然主动要和我做朋友。我不是在做梦吧?

“好啊,我叫永晴。你呢?”

“你的名字和我的蛮像的。我叫永恒。很高兴认识你!”

好酷哦,连名字都相似。这是不是所谓的缘分?永恒,这个名字好听,有意思。

从那天起,在咖啡厅,我们都坐在一起,一起做功课。有人陪的感觉,也挺不错的。原来永恒大我一岁。他现在那么拼,是在为年尾的考试做准备。帅呆了。

慢慢的,我们有越来越多话说,说个不停,有说有笑。和他的交谈中,我发现永恒他其实很有理想。年纪轻轻的,他已经有了明确的人生目标,正在为目标努力奋斗。不只有理想,还有礼貌,绝对是个大好人。

我是不是被他迷住了?怎么永恒他越看越帅?

Saturday, August 15, 2015

电脑带来的缘分 (1)

一个人坐在咖啡厅。看着窗外人来人往,想着那些人的背景,心思。。。。。。有多少人正在面对和自己一样的问题?有多少人和自己在同一个处境?想着想着,时间也慢慢过去。和一口咖啡,虽然咖啡苦苦的,但却有让人开心起来的作用。好奇怪哦。把电脑打开,原本是该上网查资料的,却变成在网上看部落格和影片。就是那么容易分心。。。。。。

一位男生走进咖啡厅,点了一杯咖啡和巧克力蛋糕,就马上把一大叠的作业拿出来,开始认真做。看看他,再看看自己,好惭愧哦。好吧,我也要认真起来。于是,我把部落格关了,终于开始找资料。是有点无聊,不过功课还是得交。其实这已经算好了。至少我是在查和文学有关的资料,而不是在做数学习题,那才真的要命。

才刚刚认真起来,不到半小时,电脑竟然没电!翻一翻书包,才发现网络带充电器。真的是要疯了!爬山涉水才来到咖啡厅,电脑竟然不能用了。真的是无语。左看看,右看看,看到那位男生有一台电脑。要不要跟他借?可是我和他又不认识。他会不会觉得我是个怪人?但我又不想空手而归,怎么办呢?好吧,硬着头皮和他借好了。希望他行行好,电脑借给我用一用。

“嗨!我的电脑没电了。你的能不能借我用一用?“ 好丢脸哦。

”Errr 好吧,你拿去“,他看起来有点疑惑。

”谢谢!“ 哇哈,他的人好好啊!

抱着电脑回到座位去,重新开始查资料。这次,是真的认真。

两个钟头过去了,终于大功告成!松了一口气。把功课做完的感觉真爽。把资料存起来后,准备把电脑还给那位男生。

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Just another school day

Felt so much better today after 7.5 hours of sleep yesterday night. I feel like I can fly AHAHAHAHA, Sleep is really important. When you get enough sleep, even your mood gets better. So everyone, go and sleep now. LOL.

Today is just another ordinary day... Nothing much, just going for lectures and tutorials. Oh! Today's cca session becomes a study session where everyone will simply do their own revision. As for Lit students like us, study session becomes a Lit consultation because our cca teacher is also our Lit teacher huehue. Literature is such a worrying subject for us oh my. How do you link I&S themes to your paragraphs?! This is a mystery to me...

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Jazelle's Birthday Celebration

11 August It's Jazelle's birthday!!! Operation Jazelle is a success! We managed to give her a suprise with Jolyn's appearance, the ballon and the cake but I can't believe that she already knew about the cards during morning assembly huehue. But hey, at least she had fun. OH! And the Bambi balloon is really cute?! I felt like I was walking a deer as I ran about with the balloon hohoho~ Love Jazelle more than Rilakuma <3

Did not sleep well yesterday and oh my, I was so tired today. I couldn't absorb anything during Literature lecture, practically floating around during that 50 minutes. And then there was PE... I could even fall asleep while watching a touch rug video?! Much wow. Anyways, gotta sleep early today so that I can pay attention in class tomorrow. Promos is coming up in 5 weeks I cant't afford to sleep in class anymore oh no.

5 weeks to promos like what?!?! Honestly, how many people are prepared for promos already? Definitely not me. I still have a long way to go hohoho. I don't know how much I can achieve in 5 weeks but hey, I will give my best and make sure I will be promoted to J2. I wanna do Lit Night together with my rigourpies and much more nonsense with them :D

Shall end this post here! Gonna finish some stuff, bathe and go to sleep.

只要肯努力,什么事都有可能发生。但是一旦放弃,那就什么都别指望了。
不管多辛苦,都有继续往前走,绝对不要停下来。
说不定会有奇迹发生。

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Back to blogspot!

I wanted to use Dayre on my laptop as well but hey, I realised you can post on Dayre from your phone. And so, I have no choice but to use blogspot. Better than nothing right?

I realised I need a space to just write things out, to write poops, fool around and just bring myself to LaLa Land. And even though I can officially say goodbye to Chinese now, I still prefer to write and speak Chinese. So subsequently, I will be typing in Chinese I guess. The beauty of Chinese characters hohoho.

Moving on. Much yay to this laptop! *Inserts a thousand heats* Finally I have my own computer, where I can save all the things I want and do anything. Most importantly, IT IS PORTABLE. I can type on my bed much yay.

I wonder how much and how long I will stick to typing in this space. Most of the time, I will get too lazy huehue. Let's hope that I will persevere and continue writing. YES I WILL.