YES. MATH IS OVER.
Cannot wait for math to be over. And one more paper left-Othello.
So looking forward to post promos, watching dramas, movies and good food.
But then, I have to promote as well.
Must promote.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Sunday, September 20, 2015
Exam stress or mood swing?
Yes this is the Promos period. For all those out there who are in this period as well, good luck.
My mood has been pretty bad these few days, negative feelings about promos, bad mood, insecurities, all gushing out. What even. 4 days of break straight before Econs and Lit on wed, which means we got to make full use of our time to prepare for these 2 crazy H2 subjects plus history. But hey, Saturday was unproductive. I just finished up on Econs lecture book, went through some past papers and stuff and that's it. That was all I did. I must be crazy.
Today is slightly better. I did lots and lots of lit and finally highlighted my exam text. Yeah finally. Then followed by Econs... Econs essays are giving me a headache...
Haven't done my 2012 math promo paper yet because I feel that I have to finish Econs and lit first before I can concentrate on math, which leads to why I don't want to go for tomorrow's not compulsory math lesson. And I feel that I will feel even worse if I go for the math lesson.
Then there comes my insecurities. Don't ask me why I feel insecure. I really don't know. I keep feeling that all my friends actually don't like me as much as I think so. They may actually find me annoying, irritating and I don't know what even though they don't express it. What if one day, they will all eventually leave me? What if no one is willing to listen to me? What if one day, I will be all alone? I am actually pretty sensitive to what people do, just that I don't show it. Sometimes, a trivial matter can actually cause me to go really far-fetched. But, I will never show this side of me to people because they will probably find me weird and annoying.
Exam stress or mood swing? I don't know. I got to stop thinking about such weird stuff and just spend all my time studying. And please, I hope the promos period will be over quickly so that I will stop feeling stress. Of course, I gotta promote.
My mood has been pretty bad these few days, negative feelings about promos, bad mood, insecurities, all gushing out. What even. 4 days of break straight before Econs and Lit on wed, which means we got to make full use of our time to prepare for these 2 crazy H2 subjects plus history. But hey, Saturday was unproductive. I just finished up on Econs lecture book, went through some past papers and stuff and that's it. That was all I did. I must be crazy.
Today is slightly better. I did lots and lots of lit and finally highlighted my exam text. Yeah finally. Then followed by Econs... Econs essays are giving me a headache...
Haven't done my 2012 math promo paper yet because I feel that I have to finish Econs and lit first before I can concentrate on math, which leads to why I don't want to go for tomorrow's not compulsory math lesson. And I feel that I will feel even worse if I go for the math lesson.
Then there comes my insecurities. Don't ask me why I feel insecure. I really don't know. I keep feeling that all my friends actually don't like me as much as I think so. They may actually find me annoying, irritating and I don't know what even though they don't express it. What if one day, they will all eventually leave me? What if no one is willing to listen to me? What if one day, I will be all alone? I am actually pretty sensitive to what people do, just that I don't show it. Sometimes, a trivial matter can actually cause me to go really far-fetched. But, I will never show this side of me to people because they will probably find me weird and annoying.
Exam stress or mood swing? I don't know. I got to stop thinking about such weird stuff and just spend all my time studying. And please, I hope the promos period will be over quickly so that I will stop feeling stress. Of course, I gotta promote.
Friday, September 11, 2015
Random thoughts
Okay I don't know if this is exam stress or what but I'm in a bad mood suddenly. Suddenly, I worry about not being able to promote, not doing well, having no one to talk to, having very few true friends and all kinds of random things. LOL What is this man? I think I am just being weird. This must be exam stress.
Exactly 7 days to Promos and I am not done with everything yet. this is too overwhelming for me. Cannot take this. It is way too scary to think about not doing well promos. I can't imagine it. Totally 恐怖. Even though I am working hard for Promos but still...
I think this exam stress is causing me to go crazy lol. Why am I thinking about weird stuff haha. Okay I got to be positive again. No matter what I have to be positive. And I realised something about myself. I don't mind people telling me their problems but I don't ever tell others my problem or my deep deep feelings. It is alright when people confide in me and if I can, I will give them my advice or personal opinions. But hey, I never ever tell my problems or feelings to people. Probably because, I don't know who to tell. I mean, what if they think I am bothering them and stuff like that. Like... Umm... Maybe they will think that I'm annoying, or I'm weird... Or maybe I feel that we are close enough to tell these things but he or she doesn't think so? There are a thousand reasons for me not to confide in others.
Now you see? I'm actually very weird.
Alright exam stress you gotta go away. You are really annoying.
Exactly 7 days to Promos and I am not done with everything yet. this is too overwhelming for me. Cannot take this. It is way too scary to think about not doing well promos. I can't imagine it. Totally 恐怖. Even though I am working hard for Promos but still...
I think this exam stress is causing me to go crazy lol. Why am I thinking about weird stuff haha. Okay I got to be positive again. No matter what I have to be positive. And I realised something about myself. I don't mind people telling me their problems but I don't ever tell others my problem or my deep deep feelings. It is alright when people confide in me and if I can, I will give them my advice or personal opinions. But hey, I never ever tell my problems or feelings to people. Probably because, I don't know who to tell. I mean, what if they think I am bothering them and stuff like that. Like... Umm... Maybe they will think that I'm annoying, or I'm weird... Or maybe I feel that we are close enough to tell these things but he or she doesn't think so? There are a thousand reasons for me not to confide in others.
Now you see? I'm actually very weird.
Alright exam stress you gotta go away. You are really annoying.
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Teacher's Day 2015
Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers!
Yesterday Teacher's Day was quite a crazy day woohoo! We started off the day with GP time trial. How interesting~ Seriously, how many JCs will start their Teacher's Day celebration like this? The paper was kinda difficult. Haha. Then the Teacher's Day concert. Somehow, I was quite nervous for our Drama performance. I was so scared that I would forget my lines. Luckily, I didn't and overall, it was quite a satisfying performance considering the little amount of time we had to rehearse for this. But because of our performance, I could not sneak out of school to go back to XMS haha. I was so anxious that I could not go back to XMS in time and unable to see the teachers and my dear frans. I received a call from QT and he told me that he was already in XMS. So immediately after the SR Teacher's Day concert ended, Carrot, JK, XC and I ran out of school and took the bus back to XMS. I was already at XM Primary when MJ and JY were still in SR LOL.
While walking to XMS, I saw Debs at the opposite side and she pointed her middle finger at me for being so slow. Oh well, this is what she will do haha. Saw PQ the moment I stepped into XMS wew. Then there was QT, the guy who took me by surprise. I was so excited to see him because I have not seen him for many months already since I didn't see him during Home coming Day. So excited that I ran forward to hug him and he hugged me back. Yayyy. I asked him what made him come back since he told me he might not be coming back a few days ago. He said it was because I told him to come back. Awwww so sweet of him. I melted. Definition of true fran. <3
I continued to run around and saw many people such as Xuan, YJ, CW, Eve and many many more. I didn't go to Su immediately and that made me feel a bit bad. But that was because I saw her nearly every week while there were so many others whom I didn't see for a long time, for example Eve. So so happy to see her I can't even,
Finally the teachers! The teachers were all having lunch in the hall. We called Phan lao shi and I could see that she was so glad to see us HAHA. We are forever her 最棒的高华学生 HAHA. I actually miss her Chinese lessons I can't believe it. Then there was Mr Lee. Cw and his dramatic reunion LOL. Mr Lee is a math teacher who we will never forget. He did so many weird things that it is impossible to forget. The English department was the best. All the English teachers were dressed in polka dots to match the 70s or 80s fashion. SO CUTE. Had a short little chat with Mrs Chan and took photos with her and Ms Beh. All of them were such wonderful teachers. Much love.
Ran around here and there and took photos with all my frans. They are the amazing bunch of people who made my secondary school journey such a wonderful and unforgettable one. I can't imagine going through four years without them. Thanks for giving me so much love, always staying by my side even after graduating from XMS. I love you guys so much!~! And also, thank you teachers for your guidance and support. You all gave us so much support and help especially during the O levels period. Your dedication and patience never fail to make us feel safe and confident that we can do well at O levels. Thank you everyone in XMS. So much LOVE oh my.
Yesterday Teacher's Day was quite a crazy day woohoo! We started off the day with GP time trial. How interesting~ Seriously, how many JCs will start their Teacher's Day celebration like this? The paper was kinda difficult. Haha. Then the Teacher's Day concert. Somehow, I was quite nervous for our Drama performance. I was so scared that I would forget my lines. Luckily, I didn't and overall, it was quite a satisfying performance considering the little amount of time we had to rehearse for this. But because of our performance, I could not sneak out of school to go back to XMS haha. I was so anxious that I could not go back to XMS in time and unable to see the teachers and my dear frans. I received a call from QT and he told me that he was already in XMS. So immediately after the SR Teacher's Day concert ended, Carrot, JK, XC and I ran out of school and took the bus back to XMS. I was already at XM Primary when MJ and JY were still in SR LOL.
While walking to XMS, I saw Debs at the opposite side and she pointed her middle finger at me for being so slow. Oh well, this is what she will do haha. Saw PQ the moment I stepped into XMS wew. Then there was QT, the guy who took me by surprise. I was so excited to see him because I have not seen him for many months already since I didn't see him during Home coming Day. So excited that I ran forward to hug him and he hugged me back. Yayyy. I asked him what made him come back since he told me he might not be coming back a few days ago. He said it was because I told him to come back. Awwww so sweet of him. I melted. Definition of true fran. <3
I continued to run around and saw many people such as Xuan, YJ, CW, Eve and many many more. I didn't go to Su immediately and that made me feel a bit bad. But that was because I saw her nearly every week while there were so many others whom I didn't see for a long time, for example Eve. So so happy to see her I can't even,
Finally the teachers! The teachers were all having lunch in the hall. We called Phan lao shi and I could see that she was so glad to see us HAHA. We are forever her 最棒的高华学生 HAHA. I actually miss her Chinese lessons I can't believe it. Then there was Mr Lee. Cw and his dramatic reunion LOL. Mr Lee is a math teacher who we will never forget. He did so many weird things that it is impossible to forget. The English department was the best. All the English teachers were dressed in polka dots to match the 70s or 80s fashion. SO CUTE. Had a short little chat with Mrs Chan and took photos with her and Ms Beh. All of them were such wonderful teachers. Much love.
Ran around here and there and took photos with all my frans. They are the amazing bunch of people who made my secondary school journey such a wonderful and unforgettable one. I can't imagine going through four years without them. Thanks for giving me so much love, always staying by my side even after graduating from XMS. I love you guys so much!~! And also, thank you teachers for your guidance and support. You all gave us so much support and help especially during the O levels period. Your dedication and patience never fail to make us feel safe and confident that we can do well at O levels. Thank you everyone in XMS. So much LOVE oh my.
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
Night Fest 2015
Say yay to Night Fest 2015! My first time going to and I must say it was awesome! Went with Su and both of us were so excited HAHA.
So, we met at Bras Basar and began our adventure by buying food at the stalls. For me, it was starbucks because I hadn't had one for two weeks already LOL. We toured around that area, went from stall to stall before we headed to Dhoby Ghaut. We walked all the way from Bras Basar to Fort Canning Park, to Plaza Sing then finally to The Cathay. Supposedly there was the Hanami Purple flowers in front of SOTA but we reached there quite early so the flowers were not lighted yet. We then walked to SMU, which means back to Bras Basar HAHA.
To the National Museum! For some reasons, Su was so amazed at the light birds on the trees. She took a dozen photos of the birds before going in. How cute. There wasn't much in the National Museum... The only thing we queued for was the tennis ball swing. Sat on the swing and took couple of pictures, blending in with the rest of the kids.
Peranakan Museum! On our way there, the crowd was no joke. There were road blocks at the streets which also means there were interesting museums. We happened to visit this exhibition along the way (it was the substation I think) and it was about the artist cutting down trees and woods. The Peranakan Museum was amazing wew. At the first floor, there was Illuminate which was SUPER COOL! Our shirts glowed the moment we stepped in and the outfits on display were glowing.pranced around and took photos of the outfits. Up to the second floor, we walked around to see the exhibitions and know a little more about the Peranakan culture. On the third floor, we saw these two hunks, or rather, models from Make Up Forever, Sadly, we couldn't take photos with them because they were leaving already. Oh no.
We managed to reach the National Museum at around 730, just in time to catch The Garden of Angels! Definitely my favourite performance that night! Oh my it was so beautiful I cannot even. It was just spectacular.
Lastly, the Singapore Arts Museum, my favourite Museum out of the three we visited that night. Su was so creeped out by the wax figures (is it wax?) on the second floor, especially the one at the extreme end. HAHA. There were so many amazing works I love them all. It was really funny to see Su's reactions when she realised that I interpreted the meanings of the art works correctly. I cannot even. But hey, I really really like the works in the SAM.
Yeap, so this was our adventure at the Night Festival. Had a sweet date with Su wew wew! Will definitely go back there next year and of course, museum hopping with Su after Promos!~!
So, we met at Bras Basar and began our adventure by buying food at the stalls. For me, it was starbucks because I hadn't had one for two weeks already LOL. We toured around that area, went from stall to stall before we headed to Dhoby Ghaut. We walked all the way from Bras Basar to Fort Canning Park, to Plaza Sing then finally to The Cathay. Supposedly there was the Hanami Purple flowers in front of SOTA but we reached there quite early so the flowers were not lighted yet. We then walked to SMU, which means back to Bras Basar HAHA.
To the National Museum! For some reasons, Su was so amazed at the light birds on the trees. She took a dozen photos of the birds before going in. How cute. There wasn't much in the National Museum... The only thing we queued for was the tennis ball swing. Sat on the swing and took couple of pictures, blending in with the rest of the kids.
Peranakan Museum! On our way there, the crowd was no joke. There were road blocks at the streets which also means there were interesting museums. We happened to visit this exhibition along the way (it was the substation I think) and it was about the artist cutting down trees and woods. The Peranakan Museum was amazing wew. At the first floor, there was Illuminate which was SUPER COOL! Our shirts glowed the moment we stepped in and the outfits on display were glowing.pranced around and took photos of the outfits. Up to the second floor, we walked around to see the exhibitions and know a little more about the Peranakan culture. On the third floor, we saw these two hunks, or rather, models from Make Up Forever, Sadly, we couldn't take photos with them because they were leaving already. Oh no.
We managed to reach the National Museum at around 730, just in time to catch The Garden of Angels! Definitely my favourite performance that night! Oh my it was so beautiful I cannot even. It was just spectacular.
Lastly, the Singapore Arts Museum, my favourite Museum out of the three we visited that night. Su was so creeped out by the wax figures (is it wax?) on the second floor, especially the one at the extreme end. HAHA. There were so many amazing works I love them all. It was really funny to see Su's reactions when she realised that I interpreted the meanings of the art works correctly. I cannot even. But hey, I really really like the works in the SAM.
Yeap, so this was our adventure at the Night Festival. Had a sweet date with Su wew wew! Will definitely go back there next year and of course, museum hopping with Su after Promos!~!
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