22 Days to Promos

Yes, 22 days to promos. Not funny at all. I wonder how much I can achieve in 22 days.

Everyday, I come home feeling so tired as though I have not slept for days. Can't even bear to pick up my pen. This is why I choose to do work in school. I try to finish all my homework and read through my lecture notes in school so that I can come home without feeling guilty for not doing any work, Of course, I know this is not enough. There are many people around who are doing 100 times more work than me. But hey, I really find it difficult to do as much as others.I mean, I am already trying to do as much as I can for promos...

I really don't understand how people can do a few math paper a day when I am already drained after doing one tutorial. Much wow. I guess math is really not my cup of tea. Trying to push myself harder each day so that I can achieve more everyday. Why do I feel like this is one of the toughest and most stressful examination thus far? Promos is really no joke. For someone like me who doesn't get stressed up easily to feel stress, wow this no easy feat.

Really need to do well for promos so that I don't RETAIN. Can't imagine what will happen if I don't meet the promotion criteria. Bangs wall. Finding motivation for myself to work hard, to persevere, not to give up and have the tenacity. Need to push myself and just, hold in there! Yes I will find the motivation. Jiayou 太阳小妹！