Friday, September 11, 2015

Random thoughts

Okay I don't know if this is exam stress or what but I'm in a bad mood suddenly. Suddenly, I worry about not being able to promote, not doing well, having no one to talk to, having very few true friends and all kinds of random things. LOL What is this man? I think I am just being weird. This must be exam stress.

Exactly 7 days to Promos and I am not done with everything yet. this is too overwhelming for me. Cannot take this. It is way too scary to think about not doing well promos. I can't imagine it. Totally 恐怖. Even though I am working hard for Promos but still...

I think this exam stress is causing me to go crazy lol. Why am I thinking about weird stuff haha. Okay I got to be positive again. No matter what I have to be positive. And I realised something about myself. I don't mind people telling me their problems but I don't ever tell others my problem or my deep deep feelings. It is alright when people confide in me and if I can, I will give them my advice or personal opinions. But hey, I never ever tell my problems or feelings to people. Probably because, I don't know who to tell. I mean, what if they think I am bothering them and stuff like that. Like... Umm... Maybe they will think that I'm annoying, or I'm weird... Or maybe I feel that we are close enough to tell these things but he or she doesn't think so? There are a thousand reasons for me not to confide in others.

Now you see? I'm actually very weird.

Alright exam stress you gotta go away. You are really annoying.

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